There is only one happiness in life- to love and be loved.
If only you were th one who'll turn in, when th whole world turns out. But I guess everything aren't th same anymore, you'll never be th one who'll be there for me & I'll fall everytime because of you. You may be seeing me smile everytime... But when I'm smiling, it doesn't mean that I'm happy. I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling all along, but inside me, I'm dying.
When I was younger, crying always seems to be th answer. But now that I'm older, crying seems to be th only option. I don't necessarily need to be happy; I just want to stop feeling painful and miserable. Sometimes, it hurts more to smile infront of everyone, then to cry all by myself. Well, I guess one day it'll come to a point where I have to stop trying, because it hurts too much to hold on any longer.
Everything that had caused a tear to trickle down my cheek, I ran away and hid from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me, and I don't know what to do. I just know that pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more now. You'll always look and me and think that I'm very happy, but there's so much behind this little smile that you'll never know.
Even th people whom never frowned eventually broke down.
